I always get distracted when i try to blog this space

and end up doing everything except the main objective here.

so now, i should stop being distracted and

fill up this space of mine before no one reads here haha tag if you still drop by ok?

these days have been cloudy for me

as i ponder so hard over my career options, or rather the lack of it.

definitely lose all my smiles ever since i start working in that bank due to the harsh environment i am in: loud voices, 'forgot' to jio me for lunch and all the tempers thrown on me.

Really losing it as i keep dragging myself to work.

I yearn so much for a bunch of good collegues to go dinner with, ktv with and even just a good partner at work to share .

yet i always kept so quiet at work, feeling so uncomfy around them for the past months.

yes we should change our attitude to suit the environment but sometimes, i just feel so uncomfy that i just keep mum.

i realised i have changed for the worst, unopinated, introverted and quiet

Nothing wrong with the jobscope and all, but a contract still. no bonus, no benefits

so tell me, after trying so hard to get this job and pass the exams, am i unsuitable for the environment?

Should i move on to pursuit greener pastures or should i still "ren" for brighter days to come hopefully?

This is how cloudy my days are...

On a brighter note, i do cherish my weekend and pal time lots

Went to trial the circle line on good friday with the courtesy of my dad

how cool is it when the front of the train is transparent!

so you can see the whole tunnel that leads to an undergroud depot

fyi, circle line only have 3 carriages and can hold 931 passengers

oh piror to that day, met up with my sister and future sister in law-yer hahaha

at a favourite Jap place:

thumbs up and yums for the delicious vegetarian set that the boss always prepare for me

she will even make variations to my set with different tempura batters , different sides and all

its Botan at Far East Square!

$20 for my set with rice, miso soup, tempuras( lotus roots if u are lucky), sides, fruits,salad.

so worth it right?

sumptous dinner we have!my comfort for the long day at work

Then a few days later, mr cy bought us to a very altas

and afforable place for drinksvery nice!

hear of the scarlet hotel ?

they have a rooftop garden makan place as well

nice place to chilland don't worry, i drink mocktails haha

Then last weekend, phgm and i decide to bake this:

loooks good right?

but the sad thing is that i put lesser sugar as i thought it might be too sweet.

i forgot my chocolate is unsweeten!

in the end, everything is good except that it is not sweet(>.<)"

but i will try again ! want to perfect the chocolate fondant cake =)

since the Swine Flu, i have decided to clean my room weekly and i went to daiso to get this:

It is suppose to work like a dust cleaning that can trap hairs but the wet version

was so disappointed to waste my $2 on this as it doesnt work on my floor

and it does not clean!

So if you are using, let me know ok? i can donate to you haha

my random post!

will blog again ya?

Despite the cloudy days, i want to thank my dear friends for the listening ear
PS:i miss the girls pei and ling, ages seem i see them and my life to have something amissed without them. hahajiayous for exams k!