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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

monday blues

it wasnt a great monday yesterday. bad i would say.
work again was bad.
my bus almost got into an accident while going home at 9 plus (yes long day again)
luckily no one wa shurt as the bus skid
and i kind of quarrel with a friend, or rather once a friend.

some people are just so contradicting.
2 years ago, he accuse me of not putting effort in our friendship
and i admit to that because i felt used by him.
i felt like an information center to him and a spare tire.
He claims that he treats me as the closer friend.
He did many things for me like birthday presents every year
and once, my 21st birthday present, he bought a cake to my house downstairs to give me a surprise.
But i was so so frighten of him,
like does he have motive towards me and all.
so i shun him off.

So this guy,
a few days after my 22nd birthday, sends me a present and a letter.
We were 22 years old adults mind you.
He sent me a letter to break our frienship
he use so strong words like
" next time when we see each other on the road, just say Hi will do"
not even giving me a chance to explain my pt of view,
so i try to salvage the frienship by writing a long email to him,
explaining that its my fault that i did not talk about it and all.
But his point of view is the same, he is angry and doesnt want this frienship.
FINE!

now in 2009,
he starts to sms me: when are you free??( the double question mark is irritating)
and want to meet up for dinner and all.
pretending that nothing happened.
i met him once because i wanted to accompany my friend and reluctantly saw him
it was awakard as he bought us to join his friends gathering
i diden talk to him.
much except being polite.

so after ignoring his sms-es for the many times,
i decided to confront him
asking him if he is gona pretend that nothing has happened.
me: have u forgotten what happened?

who say those hurtful words that you want to end the friendship?
him: ya i have been wanting to tell you. thats why i am asking u out for dinner ( with another friend)

me: Then why diden you initiate this conversation to tell me ?

him: i have been initiating to ask you out what

me: thinking real pissed.( which part of asking me out spells u got something to tell me? and you diden even apologies to me can)

i wrote : so you think you decide to call off a friendship, u can call it off. and when you decide you want it back, you can want it back? its all about yourself. why should i be led on by you?

him: if i dun sms you, you will never sms me right? i am making effort here.

HELLO!
who in the right mind will sms someone who broke up a friendship
i got evidence in black and white somemore?

i am not your property, you always think from your point of view. and thats it!
end is end. i am leading my life with happiness and love from everyone.
i dun need a contradiciting and self centre GUY friend here
You want it in your way always.
and i cannot commit my time to listen and hang out with you understand?
its not the same and never will be the same anymore.

sad, i started my day with this stupid quarrel yesterday. very pissed!

ok i shall stop here. time for another day. hopefully a better day!

Labels: Friends, life


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