I am about to start on scarcity when i feel like blogging!

The procrastination spirits is back to haunt me 

and yes, i have started school in NIE and i was rather disappointed in the whole course.

Pretty theoretical and sometimes, uncalled for.

Still, i will try my best to enjoy it (aside from the piling dead-lines and so on)

Yesterday when i meet up with gf, she commented that i have many commitments.

that makes me ponder and reflect for the moment and i realized it is true!

1) committed to BXB and religion classes

2) committed to my job

3)  committed to cj and ty

4) committed to missn

5) committed as a daughter and gf

6) Phonics courses that ends in end Sept

I am not the everything i also want to do type, but i want to learn most and experience most. Since i am still young, no family commitments, my eyesight is good and more importantly, i have the energy still, i should try to learn more now.
 Previously during my contract terms 1 month back, i had pretty much alot of afternoon time to spend after the handovers, thus i become really idealistic on what should i do with my free time.

But now, with the 5 above, what is the life i want to lead?

I forgot to give buffer time for the unexpected pop-ups such as  gfs who are facing some midlife crisis, impromptu meet ups with my uni-mates and even start initiating outings.

I pretty much have my answer, 

and i should start to do any one thing really well and make the other a passion.